Truth Is Very Dangerous – Why We Cannot Live With It
Truth is very dangerous. Most people cannot live with it. The reality of this world often becomes unbearable when we start seeing it clearly. Many people spend their entire lives avoiding truth because the moment truth appears, it shakes the very foundation of their lives.
I am deeply troubled by the sorrows of this world. I no longer have the desire to live here. Everywhere I look, I see sadness, struggle, humiliation, and pain. I often ask myself why I came into this world. What is the purpose of this life if it is filled only with suffering?
A World Ruled by Money
This world appears to be measured by money. Everything here seems to depend on wealth and material power. A person without money becomes invisible in society. People quickly turn against those who cannot provide material benefit.
I have experienced this reality many times. I have tried to love everyone, yet I rarely receive love in return. Instead, I often face hatred, rejection, and humiliation. It feels as though the entire world has closed its doors for me.
The Burden of Loneliness
As time passes, I feel weaker, older, and more exhausted. I ask myself a painful question: Was I born in this world only to experience helplessness, humiliation, and suffering?
In this world I have no one. No family, no friends, no supporters. Every person seems to stand against me. At times I feel that this place has become the final destination of my struggles.
For a long time I searched for acceptance and belonging, but everywhere I went I faced rejection. Every path ended with disappointment. Every attempt resulted in humiliation.
The Struggle to Continue Living
Sometimes I feel that there is no solution left for me in this world. Yet even in my deepest despair I cannot bring myself to end my life. Many times I have faced unbearable humiliation and suffering, but I still continued living with the hope that someday things might improve.
However, the future often seems to bring only more sorrow. I feel ashamed to face people. Long illness has weakened my body and drained my resources. Despite treatment, my disease does not disappear. It has taken away my strength, my money, and my peace.
Humiliation in the Workplace
Currently I work as a teacher in a residential college where I teach children. Unfortunately, my simplicity is misunderstood by the students. Earlier they only insulted me with words, but recently the situation became worse.
One day a student even raised his hand against me. Imagine the humiliation of a teacher being struck by a student. Although some other students intervened and stopped him, the wound left in my heart was deep.
Later the student came to my room and apologized. He admitted his mistake. But even then I could not overcome the shame I felt. How can I stand in front of those students again with dignity?
The Fear of Losing Everything
I often think about leaving this job. But if I leave it, where will I go? This job is the only source that allows me to survive and continue my treatment.
Earlier in my life I experienced extreme poverty and loneliness. At that time even my own family members turned against me. My wife, parents, brothers, and friends all abandoned me.
Only after I obtained this job did their behavior change. If I lose this job now, I fear that I will once again fall into that dark period of my life.
The Conflict Within My Mind
I stand at a difficult crossroads. On one side is humiliation, and on the other side is uncertainty. I cannot decide what to do.
If I continue this work, I must face the shame and the painful memories of what happened. If I leave this job, I may lose the only support I have left.
This inner conflict fills my heart with anxiety and fear. Sometimes even thinking about the future makes my heart tremble.
When the World Becomes an Enemy
How can a person live peacefully in a world where he feels that the entire world has become his enemy?
This question constantly echoes in my mind. Perhaps truth is indeed dangerous. When a person begins to see the truth of the world, the illusions disappear, and life becomes painfully clear.
Maybe most people survive because they continue living inside those comforting illusions.
But once the truth reveals itself, returning to illusion becomes impossible.
And that is why living with truth is one of the hardest struggles of human life.
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